關於生活選擇

月初看過紀錄片THE COVE後久未能釋懷。無力感來自明知現在生活模式或多或少會破壞自然生態，劣根性卻難改。比如當鮮活的板前魚生送到口邊一刻想起牠們其實由大量屠宰而來，你會放下還是吃下？

在社會科學堂讀到CAPITALISM是個IRON CAGE。我倒覺人心才是個IRON CAGE，堅硬閉塞，改變不易。要我在短時間皈依不可能，但就從小步開始。

於是，我開始留意（MINDFUL OF）耗用資源時的每一個選擇。飯堂外賣盒洗乾淨便可循環再用而且每次節省一元附加費。用百多元在STARBUCKS買了個TUMBLER，送一杯咖啡而且以後每杯飲料減三元。我婆仔的計一下發覺大概三十多次後才回本；但又覺值得，因為知道自己綠色消費的動力本來就不主要來自省錢，而是來自一種虛偽的自我感覺良好。但如果或多或少能微弱地作出貢獻，何妨虛偽？

Full/孵

My hair is in a mess and I dress like a trash. The best time are times when I throw on anything I grab and go. A cup of coffee. Morning glory. Fingers are hopping back and forth on the keyboard and mind is fleeing like those humming birds. Egg is hatching out as it meets the warm heat of the sun.
It's transforming.


Rinko Kawauchi

日

在吉隆坡的高速公路上無視身旁吉普賽人的偷望，徑自不斷流淚，并不為什麼。

終於走出了世界盡頭

Rubberband's song can always make me smile, and energized :)

Restless

" 每逢有新發現便興奮地傻笑，同時把自己弄至筋疲力盡。累得實在動不了，便大字型躺在地上看著天空喘氣，然後爬起來又向前跑。我總是不滿足，不滿足。" - 蘭開夏道

I'm just as helpless ;)(

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Fear resurface and hit you in a point the most unexpected. How about going back to the starting point? (title hijacked ;)

my new ♥ interests

rowing is one. wongtszwah is another ;)

How are you?

Suddenly realized I've been there before. How weird.

cozy late lunch with candy :)